My blessings today are reminding me of the task of a few months ago. Last winter seemed an especially long winter. I think we were all longing for Spring and an end to the longest season ever. I’m not solely mentioning the long season of winter, but the addition of enduring it with the cloud of a pandemic bearing down upon all of us. Yes, it was the longest season EVER! As I daydreamed of the Spring ahead, I did so as I was battling the very illness that had us longing for the normalcy of a routine that included going about a regular day, such as grocery shopping, regular checkups, and family gatherings.
I was able to work my regular daily chores at the poultry farm, but that was all I did for the day. After a three-week serious relationship with my couch, I began to feel a little better and started getting up and moving around my small house. Preparing small meals, cleaning up a few dishes, and a load of laundry here and there. By week four, I was daydreaming about any chores I could do to prepare for the upcoming growing season. I ventured outside, as I shared in a previous post, and planted some gladiolas bulbs. Oh how that was medicine for my soul! I’ll have to dig through some photos and post some of those blooms-just one of the blessings of reaping what I sowed!
Speaking of reaping what you sowed, well, just yesterday was a day of reaping! So much joy! I could not help but experience a moment of nostalgia. Shortly after planting those gladiolas bulbs, I thought, is it possible that I might still have enough time to plant some onions and garlic???? It still took me a few more weeks to get my strength back, and spring was upon us. I was just chomping at the bit to plant something. I had some garlic and onion bulbs, should I dare to plant them??? Would it be a waste of time and money??? I could not help myself, I went outside, and planted them! The garlic is still a work in progress, and the onions were not as big as they would have been, but the size will be perfect for my needs. Let me just say that, “time spent sowing will reap a harvest just the right size to fit your current needs!” Every single time!
This isn’t just true for plants and seeds. It is true in our relationship with God and with the people, He places in our lives. Over the last five or six years, I’ve experienced great losses of loved ones being a huge part of my life one minute, and then completely absent the next. Have I grieved those losses? Yes, very much so, but I have found a feeling of peace with those losses, that I could never have imagined. Graciously,f God has sowed new relationships into my life that have reaped so many blessings, and my harvest overflows the silos of my soul! I’ve let go of many dreams that required a lifetime of sowing and hard work. I’ve let go of the pain and sorrow of someone else reaping the harvest of many years of my sowing into my dreams. That isn’t an easy thing to do, believe me. I have learned a lot over these last few years, most importantly, that I could not move on to the next field to sow, until letting go of the last field. Two sowers cannot exist in one field, one or the other will not reap a harvest. I have found a new field or dream, and I’m sowing the seeds that God has blessed me to sow. I am reaping the harvest designed just for me. Yes, there are tangible rewards, but the best harvest is the pure unbounded JOY which is new and above and beyond anything that I have experience in a very long time.
The most incredible experience that I have noticed is the nostalgic feelings that I have had lately, which take me back to my childhood. You know the feeling you get when you think back to your childhood and you remember a simpler time, a time when all was well, and no worries troubled your mind, and you had complete faith that your parents had everything under control and you were safe without a single thought of doubt? I have experienced so many times lately where God showed up and handled every little detail of what should have been a very troubling time for me. I know before my time on this earth is finished, that I will still have to experience troubling times. Right now, I have complete assurance that all is well, and in due season I will reap all the good from the seeds that have been sowed into my new dreams. And that, my friends, is a wonderfully amazingly good feeling!
I am so grateful that God is the one I place my life on. Do you long for that reassurance of knowing you are cared for and safe and loved? I have loved Jesus for a very long time, and we have had a tight relationship for a very long time. But, the best of the best is knowing that I do not have to do one single thing to prove myself to HIM. He is fully capable of carrying our bond for the rest of Eternity, I know no matter what I do or don’t do right, His plan is perfect! All I have to do is sow the seeds He provides for me and my Harvest is just at the end of whatever season I’m in EVERY SINGLE TIME!
SEEDS ARE A GIFT, PLANT THEM, TEND THEM, WATCH THEM GROW, REAP A GOOD HARVEST, STORE WHAT YOU NEED, SHARE THE REST WITH OTHERS!
Here are a few photos of the gladiolas and onions…..



